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[Friday
December 30th, 2005
12:07am
]
Friends...real ones and fake ones.Collapse )
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Tuesday
December 27th, 2005
11:11pm
]
Let me fucking tell you, I have no feeling toward you.
And you can ask whoever the fuck you like, I don't make any secret of it.
In fact, regardless of what they say to your face, nobody likes you.

In fact, when firing into me, someone you face-raped pulled was laughing at you...
Calling you a stalker...
Saying that you scared him.

Poor boy.
If I was as bad a person as you'd like to pretend, I would've kissed him.
But see, I'm loyal..like a dog to his bone.

xo.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Monday
December 26th, 2005
10:57pm
]
GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME.
GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS.
YOU'RE A FUCKING LITTLE WANNABE WHO THINKS THAT BY GETTING INTO PEOPLE'S PANTs YOU'LL MAKE SOMETING OF YOURSELF.
THINK AGAIN.
THE ONLY THING YOU'LL MAKE IS ENEMIES.


Who am I trying to kid?
I only hate her cause she's got a boy and I have nobody.
Not even myself right now.

Can't actually wait till tomorrow.

xo.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Monday
December 26th, 2005
9:22pm
]
I don't want a boyfriend.
At least, that's what I keep saying.

I don't.
I don't want the pressure of being something to someone and having to stay faithful... it's always been hard but right now itwould be impossible.
It would suck having to do what they say all the time and make compromises and cut the time I spend with my friends.
It wouldn't be worth it. Not for a boy. No boy would mean that much to me right now.
Plus there's the fact that all the boys who are half decent live too far away, there's no point in even thinking about it.
And I don't actually like anyone right now.
In all honesty.
I don't like any boy that could it could work with.

But see to be honest, I want someone to snuggle up to, someone to giggle with, someone who I can kiss at any point.
Someone who, when I kiss him, I feel that spark of excitement between us. Do you have any idea how long it's been since I got that spark?
I want that moment, right before you kiss where you're aching and flying and it feels as tough every fibre in your body is begging for the kiss...you don't get that in drunken pulls.
I want a kiss not a pull.
I want someone to not only hold me but hold onto me.

But I don't want a boyfriend.

I'm actually so selfish.
I want someone who'll be mine without me being his.
Kay, I could've had it before...but I want it with someone I like. A lot.
Someone who I'll gradually grow more and more fond of until I'm his.

I don't want to be anyone's right now though.
But more than anything,I want someone to be mine.
Someone who'll like me enough to compromise.

xo.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Monday
December 26th, 2005
7:08pm
]
Emo isn't scene.
You misinformed, judmental person people, you want to get a grip and grow up.
For your information, emo is a dead scene. People who are 'emo' are either fake or wannabes.
Usually both.
People who are truly emo, in the sense of the word, don't exist and if they do, they certainly wouldn't call themselves that.
People who are 'hardcore', oh they run Central Station. They are the scene.
I Killed the Prom Queen.
Norma Jean.
A Static Lullaby.
I think we can all agree that none of those three bands are emo.
Yet all of them are scene...see the contradiction?

To be honest, I think that labelling people is stupid. It depersonalises them and I don't like to do it.
To label yourself is to conform and lose your identity and individualism.

Anyway, emo isn't scene so to call emo kids scenesters is not only juvenille, petty and judgmental but also inaccurate.

Sorry to piss on your parade.
xo.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Monday
December 26th, 2005
11:35am
]
Well, my friend's page just made me lol, no matter how unintentional that lol was.
Do us a favour and get over yourself sweetie.


xo.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Monday
December 26th, 2005
11:25am
]
I think I had the best Christmas out of everyone I know.
And mine wasn't anything special, at all.
I don't know what to dowith everyone's problems.
I hate it when I can't find a solution for my friends.
When someone needs me,I like to help them, offer them ways out.
But just now, I'm all out.

xo.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Saturday
December 24th, 2005
11:37pm
]
YOU'LL BE ALONE THIS HOLIDAY.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Saturday
December 24th, 2005
9:10am
]
Last night was so good.

Ashleigh and te gurrrrls do it Princess style innnnit.Collapse )
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Wednesday
December 21st, 2005
11:47pm
]
WTF@MECollapse )
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Tuesday
December 20th, 2005
11:35pm
]
Will someone update their journal with something that isn't pish?
I swear, I read two-three people's journals and that's it.

The rest of you should get interesting.

x.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Monday
December 19th, 2005
10:45pm
]
If yr a boy then just don't bother.
Don't bother talking to me or anything.
Just fuck right off.
There's far too many of you in the world anyway.
And only one I'd cuddle up to right now.
And Debbie, it's not him but it's someone equally as annoyingly hard to get.
But also a lot better at kissing.
Woah, that was mean.

Okay, make that two boys.
FS Ashleigh.
I'm actually far too confused.
I'm being pulled in all directions except the one I want to go in.

x.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Sunday
December 18th, 2005
4:46pm
]
Oh my god.

Last night was actually okay.
I totally fucked things up though, in more than one way.
Uffft. The bad parts were bad and the good parts were awesome.

THE GOOOOOD STUFFz.
Firstly, I KISSED LAWRIE!
Was a wee bit happy about that except I didn't think he wanted to. And I still don't, regardless of the fact he did.
Donald said he likes me, as did Eilidh, as did Gow so I was like, "Awesome."
But when I asked him he was like "No." and that was that.
So, fine.

Then, I did the actual worst thing in the world.
I pulled someone about two feet away from Lawrie, then got annoyed when he didn't care.
It was actually an accident, I forgot he wasn't Lawrie and it was dark in the cinema.
But I didn't bother pulling away when I realised it wasn't Lawrie.

Lawrie had my camera so he took hunners of pictures of himself.
I'll post them laters.
and also, pictures from staying at Debbie's on Friday night.

xo.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Saturday
December 17th, 2005
10:57pm
]
ashleigh-kate: DRUNK AS FUCK.

you have no idfea how hard it is to typoe and how long im taking to make sure its right.

lololollololololololololololololololollol.Z.

x.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Saturday
December 10th, 2005
1:47pm
]
See in like, Russia or China or Italy where they have have different alphabets and the letters don't look the same as ours, what do their keyboards on their computers look like? Do they have English letters like us?
Or their own type of letters?

It's been really bothering me.

x.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Thursday
December 8th, 2005
11:18pm
]
I ate so much today.
I'm gonna have to make up for it =(

I hate myself when I do this.

x.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Thursday
December 8th, 2005
1:24pm
]


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We'll be having none of this on Saturday.



 But only cause I won't be there innit?



I'm in school. Oh yes, fatastical eh? I had biology last period and that was dire. I'm in double maths next which should be equally as dire. I hate Thursdays. Honestly, until after school, they suck balls. Gurrr@that.



Drama sharing tonight.



Good stuff.



I spoke to Gary for ages last night. He's thinking about dumping his gurrl but not till after Christmas cause she has his ticket for The Acadamy Is...
AND he said there's someone he really likes.
The queue just keeps on getting longer.

I wonder who'll be in town tonight.
Not Lawrie =(
Oh well.
Lol.

I'm finished boring you now.
Sorry.

x.

I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

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December 8th, 2005
1:11pm
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This is a test post from Photobucket.com
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Tuesday
November 29th, 2005
7:44pm
]

This is why I'm hungry.

I don't actually care.
It's worth it to see myself getting thinner.

There's still along way to go but just now?
I'm fucking happy mate.

x.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

[Monday
November 28th, 2005
5:00pm
]
I'm pure in a fucker of a mood.
FIRST I have loads of homework.
I can't fucking deal with school right now.
The only reason I'm there is so I don't have to go back next year.
Who the fuck wants further education but not the education the have just now?
Fuck off education plz.

SECONDLY the maw was SCREAMING at me for not eating.
See when you've got this much homework, eating takes a backseat pal.
I had a big Pizza Hut last night so I'll be fine.

x.
I'm in your room...Are you turned on?

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